“Being Alone”

I was sitting on my bed

Full of agony and mischief

What’s wrong with me?

I can’t sleep nor dream.

My life had been ruined

My mind out of tune

My body malfunctioning

The exhaustion I’ve known.

I am not the one I used to be

A somebody with you as my buddy

I dedicated my wholeness

To the anonymity of my sadness.

I can’t blame you neither myself

No need to lament on things already done

My anger inside wouldn’t be of use

For the emptiness I barely can hide.

Out of the blue

My tears began rushing by drops

My heart still unshaken

By a love I’ve been waiting.

For many times, I’ve been like this

Without you I can’t live

I can only say this to you

“I’m yours and I’ll be waiting too.”